What's Left of the Nest

Sigh of Relief

2010-12-29T18:42:00.000-08:00

I feel like, even though it is a blizzard outside, going out and dancing in the streets. It would be a slight understatement to say that of my seven semesters at the U, this fall 2010 semester was the most difficult. Tre had just moved away, I was carrying a very full load including classes, work at Archibald's during it's busiest season plus being the executive director of UPC. I was stressed the entire semester, because I just wanted to do well. After finals week was over, I felt relieved--I felt as though I had done well on my 5 exams and even if I hadn't, it was over and I could be happy about that. Above all of that, Tre was coming home! He arrived early morning on December 19th and left late afternoon the day after Christmas. Honestly, one of the best weeks of my life.

When Tre was first deciding he was going to leave, I told him that if he chose to transfer, we would be breaking up. I just didn't think we could do it, but we are! One semester down, and I feel good about our relationship. I actually think that it was just what we needed, in a relationship that lasts that long it may be easy to get complacent, but now we have found a new appreciation for one another. I love that boy so much and we had such a good time over the week.

Christmas, per usual, was fantastic!! I love this time of year, just spending time with family and friends. Plus, my wonderful boss gave me the entire week off so that I could maximize the amount of time with my family and with Tre. I got everything I wanted and more.

The morning Tre had to leave, I was very sad and cried throughout sacrament meeting and as I took him to the airport. But I am grateful for this opportunity that he has to get his schooling paid for and to do something he loves so much! He makes me very proud while he is gone and I know that in the end, it will all be worth it.

Then, it was back to reality. I have been working every day this week and cleaning up the Christmas aftermath. Plus, I have been trying to work up the courage to look at my grades. I felt really good about my finals week performance, but as time carried on I started doubting myself--maybe I didn't do as well as I thought?

Right now I am supposed to be at my friend Alyx's wedding, but due to the horrible blizzard outside, I decided it was safer to stay home. Only problem? I am bored. The boredom got to me! I decided to check my grades and.... I got an A in anatomy!! That class is very difficult and requires more attention than most jobs and somehow, I pulled it off. I am pretty proud of myself. Because, you see, in order to get an A, I had to get a nearly perfect score on my final (only missing 5 points) and it happened.
Man, life is good.

Tre and I, eating at Teppanyaki. Yum!

After, A group of us went to see the lights at Temple Square--so beautiful!

My Grandpa. I love him so much. You can always count on him for a good laugh :)

I love these ladies so much.

Oh, the other bright spot in my life? This little bun in the oven that I canNOT wait for his arrival!! 101 more days :)

Day Twenty Five

2010-10-05T18:03:00.000-07:00

What Would Be Found In Your Bag

1. A lot of space --> I carry a semi-large bag with not much in it.
2. Wallet (IDs, gift cards, receipts and credit cards)
3. Lip Gloss --> Minty preferably from Bath and Body Works or Victoria's Secret
4. Mints --> Gum repulses me
5. Couple of Pens
6. My car keys

Day Twenty Four

2010-10-04T20:53:00.000-07:00

A Letter To Your Parents

Dear Mom and Dad,

I want you to know how much I love you. You have always, since the time I was little, provided the greatest example to me. I am the woman I am today because I have had parents like you. I often think to myself that I am very lucky to have been given parents who are so accepting, forgiving and loving as I have. Most kids are scared of their parents, but when something bad happens to me, the first thing I want to to do is run home to tell you because I know you'll listen, care, and give me the best possible advice.

I know odds were stacked against you, getting married so young, but you got through everything...together. That is something I really admire in the two of you and hope to emulate some day with my own husband and children.

You are both great providers and have helped me emotionally, physically and financially so that I could have everything I have ever wanted. I have been successful due large part to the two of you. Which is also what pushes me to keep going, because I know that I owe you to see things through. I have been given every opportunity and therefore, I have no excuse to not reach my full potential. I want to make you proud as you have done for me.

People always tell me that I am spoiled, I smile and say "I know". I am not a spoiled brat however, there is a difference. I know this because I am very grateful for everything given to me. I don't want either of you to think that the little things don't matter, because they do. Little notes of encouragement, help with assignments or activities, or just an "I love you" at the end of the day means everything to me. I thank Heavenly Father every night for the two of you. I wouldn't be where I am today, without you.

There is so much more to say, but I have homework. :)

Don't take these words lightly: I Love You.

Day Twenty Three

2010-10-03T17:14:00.000-07:00

Something You Crave For A Lot

Day Twenty Two

2010-10-02T13:03:00.000-07:00

What Makes You Different Form Anyone Else?

I am girly, yet tough.
I am compassionate, yet blunt.
I am pretty, yet a total scrounge.
I am loyal, but I don't give second chances.

I don't take anyone's crap, and I will fight to defend myself against anyone.
I value family above anything else; they will always be my first choice.
I am very self-motivated; no one ever has to tell me to get my work done.
I am very practical and am constantly thinking about the future. I won't do something today that will ruin my tomorrow.
I am fiesty.
I like blood and gore.
I am confident; I don't care what people think about me.
I don't embarass easily.
I am brave.
I am highly organized, except when it comes to my room or car.
I am funny.
I am determined; I strive for the things I want most in life.

I think all these things combined make me different from anyone else.

Day Twenty One

2010-10-01T09:16:00.000-07:00

Holy Crap! Can you believe it's already October?!

anyway....
A Picture Of Something That Makes You Happy

There are many things that I could have posted about, but when I first read today's topic, one thing popped into my head:

This is my baby! Well, not MY baby, but Kristin and Brandon's soon-to-be bebe. I have been begging them since the got off their honeymoon (over four years ago) to have a baby. They always told me no. On August 6, I slept over at Kristin's house (ya know, what sisters do) and we were looking at proffessional photography sites-something that we both LOVE- and pictures of babies started showing up. I whined yet again and Kristin replied with "if you want a baby so bad, have one yourself!" (REAL mature, Kristin). Then on August 8th, Brandon and Kristin came over to "talk to my dad", but he was caught up at church. They had other obligations that day so they had to leave and said they would be back. I had to go do UPC stuff later that night. Kristin text me and said "Where did you go?" I told her I had office work to do and wouldn't be home til really late. She told me I sucked. I agreed.

My mom then text me and asked me to pick up a crockpot from Kristin's on my way home. I told her to tell Kristin to leave it on the front porch because I wouldn't be home until about 2 am. I stopped at Kristin's house and walked up to the porch to get the crock pot and attached to it was this note:

I was so excited, but sad at the same time that I had missed everyone finding out together. And sad that it was 2am and I couldn't talk to anyone about my excitement. I cried.

Ever since then, all we can all think about is BABY. We have already started a box of gifts that we have slowly started buying. Can't wait for April 10th!!

Day Twenty

2010-09-30T18:50:00.000-07:00

Someone You See Yourself Marrying

Well seeing on how we have been together for almost seven (!) years, I'm gonna have to go with Tre

We met in Ms. Paredas' fourth grade class. I had a little girl crush on him until.... him and his friend Dennis made fun of my lips and told me I had "fish lips" (common when I was that age). I distinctly remember saying, "I don't like you anymore Tre". And his friend, Dennis said, "see! I told you she liked you". I replied back with a witty remark: "I meant just as a friend! I don't even like you at all anymore!"

Then, honestly, I don't remember seeing or thinking about Tre for many years. His friends hated me and my friends in 5th-8th grade, because we thought we were so smart and cool (which we were!). Then in 9th grade, my school started "team fridays". Because we both had last names that start with S, we were on the same team and he was the ONLY person I knew in there so we became friends. I had another boyfriend at the time, but I started to have a crush on Tre, yet again. I remember writing Tre a note (cuz that was the cool thing to do!) asking him to go to the Halloween Dance, but only if he liked me back. He ended up coming and we danced a couple of times. Our group of mutual friends were just watching us and you know how you just basically spin in circles while you dance at that age? Well, anytime Tre would be facing them they would tell him to ask me out. On the last slow song of the dance, Tre asked me out and I said Yes. First order of Business? Go home and call my other boyfriend to break up with him (scandelous!).

We've had our problems along the way, but in the end we have always ended up together.

Currently, Tre lives in Missouri finish his schooling and to play basketball. It's been the hardest thing that we have had to do in this relationship, but I know if we can get through this then we can make it through anything.

He can bring out the best in me; he believes in my whole-heartedly and makes me feel as though nothing is out of reach for me. Whenever I have a bad day, I call Tre and he can help me through whatever I may be facing at the time. I don't really like talking about my relationship, because I feel like people are so cynical and because we have had problems in the past, they expect and hope to see us fail. But Tre and I both live to prove people wrong. That's what we plan on doing.

I love him. My family loves him. If we were to end up together, I would be perfectly content with that.

I love who I am when I'm with him and only hope that I do the same for him. I know that if we are meant to be, the Lord will provide the way and there is no need to worry about it.

Day Nineteen

2010-09-29T21:10:00.000-07:00

Nicknames You Have and Why

oh me oh my....

From My Mom:

Pauline (my middle name)

Dolly (probably because I'm the youngest and only girl)

So when I worked with Kristin at Grandma's restaurant Kristin gave me the nickname:

SMACHEL

which then led down a slippery slope of names to follow:

Smachen

Shmachel

Shma

Shmigion

Machen (Still commonly used)

Machie

Mach

My girl-friends from high school called me Spraychel (she was a cartoon for a commercial).

My work friends and college friends call me Rae Rae (college spelling) or Ray Ray (work spelling)

Rob calls me Baby Ray or R^2 (Ray Ray) Because our group of UPC friends had a family story where Rob was the Dad "Papi"; Alison was the oldest sister, then ashley, Jeremy and Erin were twins (Er-Bear and Jer-Bear); then there was the tween: Meesh and Baby Ray.

I like them all because I love all the people who gave them to me and it's more personal.

Day Eighteen

2010-09-28T21:22:00.000-07:00

Plans/Dreams/Goals You Have

short term:

*don't procrastinate: do assignments as they are assigned to reduce stress levels
*get good grades this semester as well as the next 1,2,3 (I don't really know how close I am to graduating...)
*save as much $$$ as possible
*take better care of myself: wash my face every night, keep my room clean, etc.
*get my patriarchal blessing

long term:
*graduate with more than good grades (3.7+)
*do well on the DAT (dental admissions test)
*get into dental school (as close to home as possible)
*get married in the temple
*be financially responsible enough to own a house
*have children (i think that if I was put on this planet for one reason-it is to be a mom)
*Be completely happy

some things from my bucket list:
*swim with a dolphin (i plan on doing this on my honeymoon)
*go sky-diving
*learn a foreign language-fluently!
*learn to say "no"
*go skinny dipping
*stay at lake powell on a house boat
*sit courtside at a lakers game
*learn how to take amazing pictures
*fulfill jury duty on a (semi) high profile case (perfereably murder-i watch enough shows)
*cliff jumping
*rent/buy a really expensive car
*horseback riding on the beach
*learn sign language
*visit all fifty states before 50

Day Seventeen

2010-09-27T17:48:00.000-07:00

Someone You Would Want to Switch Lives With For One Day and Why

hmmmm. . .

I would have to say Miss Rihanna

1. She is absolutely gorgeous!
2. She is strong woman. She got beat up by her boyfriend, and she wasn't ashamed. Instead she came back with a vengeance: releasing her best CD yet.
3. She is funny. Did you see her on SNL?
4. She is extremely talented. I love her singing voice. That is one talent that I covet.
5. You can just tell, by the way that she carries herself, she is way cool.

Day Sixteen

2010-09-26T17:15:00.001-07:00

My Hiatus is over. I had to study for my four exams last week and so the blog had to take the backseat.

Then the topic for today was dumb! "Another Picture of Yourself". Oh brother, there are a million and one topics you could assign to write and they repeat the same one in 30 day time period? So I'm gonna talk about

My Weekend

it started Thursday, I got done with my week of school at 3:30PM. *Sigh of Relief* I thought this week was going to be super hard, but guess what? If you study and prepare, even four tests can't get you down! (I need to ingrain this in my memory so that I quit procrastinating all the time!) After class and meetings, Me, Joyce and our friend Fonzie went to dinner to catch up.

Friday, I woke up, attempted to clean my room (fail), then went to shopping and lunch with Alison. She buys tons and I buy nothing, typical.

That night, Me, Joyce, Alison and Rob went to dinner at Olive Garden and then went to the homecoming dance. It was better than last year, but still not great. But hey! we had fun anyway. After the dance, we all went and slept over at Rob's new place.

Saturday, I worked (and for the first time--in a long time-- Work was great!) then me and Joyce went to our friend Nuthaniel's place.

All in all, it was a really good end to a stressful week. Good friend, good times and fun. Just what the doctor ordered.

Day Fifteen

2010-09-19T15:26:00.000-07:00

Put Your iPod on Shuffle and Record the First Ten Songs That Play

1. Ciara- My Love
I don't even know/like this song.
2. Lady Gaga- Bad Romance
She is a genius. Went from nobody to a huge star so quickly because people can't quite figure her out. We hate to not understand.
3. Leona Lewis- Angel
A good song, but there are better on her album. She is really talented.
4. The Black Eyes Peas- Missing You
Love Song turned Techno.
5. P. Diddy ft. Keyshia Cole- Last Night
I have this song because of KC-her CD "Just Like You" is one of my favorites.
6. Nelly- E.I.
I like Nelly. He is so gangsta :)
7. Ginuwine- So Anxious
I think Brandon gave me this CD "100% Ginuwine" when I was little. I would listen to it as I cleaned my room.
8. Kenneth Cope- White Dress
My favorite religious musical artist! His lyrics make me cry, even if I've heard the song a billion times. Get his CD "Hear My Praise".
9. Saving Jane- Girl Next Door
Just like Taylor Swift's "You Belong To Me". Except this song came out way before.
10. Maroon 5-Harder to Breathe

Wow! My music selection is so random!!

Day Fourteen

2010-09-18T21:18:00.000-07:00

A Picture of You and Your Family

Me, Tyler, Janet, Kristin, Dad and Brandon
Real Salt Lake Soccer Game 07.24.10
Me, Mom, Becca and Erica
Making Peanut Butter Fingers in Hawaii
December 2008
Erica and Me
Hawaii December 2008
Brent, Me, Brandon, Kristin, Tyler, Ann, Mom, Dad, Grandma Hepworth and Grandma Sellers
Christmas 2007
Mom, Dad, Ann, Tyler, Kristin, Brandon, Brent and Me

Thanksgiving 2008

Our Family and Randy's Family
Boating July 4, 2009
Ann, Kristin and Me
Twilight Premier 2008

Day Thirteen

2010-09-17T21:21:00.000-07:00

A Letter To Someone Who Has Hurt You Lately

uhmmm.. I can't think of one and even if I could, I don't think I would air dirty laundry.

so I'm changing this one too. It is now:

A Letter To Someone Who Has Made You Smile Lately.

Mom,

I don't ever want you to go one day feeling unappreciated. I recognize all that you do for this family and I want you to know that I appreciate it all. I wouldn't be the strong, independent woman I am today, had it not been for a strong, independent woman standing behind me 100% of the time. I know I can always count on you, and that helps me get through any tough thing that is thrown in my path. You are such a good person, and I look up to you in so many ways. I love you so much.

Day Twelve

2010-09-16T21:08:00.000-07:00

How You Found Out ABout Blogspot and Why You Started One

Well, I already talked about this a little bit on the second day of why I named my blog what it is, But here we go again...

Brandon started a blog for Kristin as a surprise for their wedding. I always enjoyed reading what either of them had to say. I decided that I would start one (because I have so much free time, ya know?) to keep the cyberworld (AKA, Grandma K) informed about the busy lives of Dad, Mom, Brent and I. I mean, people probably don't really care because I'm not funny or particularly interesting, but whatever. My Grandma likes it, so I will continue to do it.

Dedicated to You G'Ma :)

Day Eleven

2010-09-15T22:02:00.000-07:00

Another Picture of You and Your Friends

(gee...they must have run out of ideas)

Ali-Shon, Baby Rae, Jer-Bear, E-Rhino, Swappy and Schmob

Kenz-O, Spraychel, Madi, Schmorg, Allee-Mo-Ballee, Yoyc and CarolAnne OrangeHead

Me, Nut, Ted, Jess, Ty, Allee

Meesh, Alison, Me and Swapp

Day Ten

2010-09-14T20:39:00.000-07:00

Songs You Listen to When You're Happy, Mad, Sad & Hyped

Lyrics really speak to me and so I can listen to almost any genre as long as the lyrics are good. I mostly listen to rap, hip-hop, top 40 and love songs. With that being said, this is a really tough question to answer because I don't listen to a particular song with each emotion. Anyhow, here's what is playing on my iPod right now:

Bruno Mars- Just the Way You Are
I think it gives a good message to a society obsessed with the "perfect image"

Eminem ft. Rihanna- Love the Way You Lie

B.O.B. ft. Haley Williams and Eminem- Airplanes Part II

Chris Brown ft. Tyga and Kevin McCall- Deuces

Taylor Swift- You're Not Sorry

Snow Patrol- Chasing Cars ( a subtle love song )

Drake- Find Your Love

i LOVE finding new music. So I'm open to suggestions.

Day Nine

2010-09-13T20:23:00.000-07:00

Something You're Proud Of

I am proud of my persistence. Two years ago I was set up perfectly for this position at my school. I tried hard to not get caught up in it, but when the people selecting keep telling me how great I was and how perfect I fit the job, it was hard not to. I had put in so much time and dedication my freshman year and when I didn't get the next position, I was more than disappointed. I was notified that someone else had been selected while I was at work; I cried so much that they had to send me home.

The thing about me is that I have a lot of passion. So when I had given everything I had and it wasn't enough, it was devastating. I thought about quitting the organization altogether because I was hurt and a little embarrassed. I decided instead that I was going to show them that they had been wrong in not selecting me. I worked even harder than I had the year before- even as just a volunteer.

My work paid off and I was selected as the Director position of the Crimson Nights board. Through that position, I made some of the best friends in life and learned so many things about myself and about the world.

It would have been easier for me to throw myself a pity-party, but I didn't. I made the conscious choice to make the situation better for myself, worked hard and then enjoyed the reward-thoroughly.

I am proud of myself that I didn't let my pride get in the way of something that I really wanted and even with a bruised ego, I picked myself up and earned it all in the end.

Curtis, Erica, Me and Shab
Community Service Board 2007-2008
Position: Associate Director

Me, Erica and Steven
Crimson Nights Board 2008-2009
Position: Volunteer/Board Member

Ashley, Alison, Me and Erin
Crimson Nights Board 2009-2010
Position: Director

Me, Joyce, Jeremy, Kelsey, Andrew, Neena and Alyx
Union Programming Council Directors 2010-2011
Position: Executive Director

Day Eight

2010-09-12T18:10:00.000-07:00

Short Term Goals for This Month

1. Stop procastinating and stay on top of my school work

2. Get a grade I can be proud of on my first anatomy test: September 23rd

3. Finish this 30 day challenge and not give up like everyone always does (ahem...Kristin...Alison)

4. Reduce the amount of cuss words I use each day (sorry grandma :/)

5. Keep my room semi-clean (clean-clean is just out of the question)

I will let you know how these pan out.

Day Seven

2010-09-11T20:25:00.000-07:00

A Person/Event that has changed your life.

I thought of many pivotal moments in my life that could be the answer to this question. When it boils down to it, there is only one event in this life that dramatically changed the course of my life.

On November 30, 1997 my family was driving home from Tyler's soccer competition Thanksgiving weekend. We got home and I remember hearing my mom screaming from downstairs and thought to myself "Oh mom! She probably saw a mouse or something". I walked out of the bathroom and Brent and Tyler were sitting on the staircase trying to hear what Mom and Dad were talking about so I sat with them. Brandon came upstairs and said, "Jory died." We started to cry.

Jory was my oldest cousin from my Uncle Kim's family. He had just gotten back from a mission about 8 months earlier and we just learned he had died.

The four of us kids went downstairs to my parents' room where they were talking on the phone to someone who delivered more bad news: it wasn't just Jory. Our cousins Heath and Rick had passed away too.

Their whole family was driving home from their aunt's house. Uncle Kim, Aunt Darlene, Kimi, Kelly and Shannon in one car. Jory, Heath and Rick following behind in Jory's brand new mustang. Uncle Kim watched them the entire drive home through his rear-view mirror, so he saw when Jory's car was side-swiped by a semi-truck which blew the tire and caused the car to steer into oncoming traffic. They were then hit by an oncoming expedition. They ran to their boys' aid and saw the Jory and little Rick, only 11 years old, were already gone. Heath, who had been asleep in the backseat, was alive but in critical condition. They life-flighted him to the hospital and tried desperately to save him, but couldn't. In a flash of an eye, their family had been cut right in half.

My family drove to my grandma's house where the rest of the family was waiting for us. I remember the song "How Do I Breathe Without You?" by Leann Rimes came on the radio.

"How do I get through one night without out? If I had to live without you, what kind of life would that be?"

I couldn't imagine an event being more tramautizing. I know that they ONLY way we made it through was by the grace of our Heavenly Father. He wrapped His arms around us and helped us to make it through. This event testified to me the presence of our Heavenly Father-he is real and cares about my problems.

This event taught me the importance of Family. That it's the most important aspect of this life and so we need to make our families our main priority. I know that this is what caused my family to be so close, because we were able to see how fast things can change and so we cherish our time together.

I saw the damaging effects that this event had on people. Some fell away from church, some fell away from family, some fell away from living. This event taught me of the reality of Satan's power. He made people (even me, sometimes) believe that God didn't care about us, because if he did, he would have never let this happen. The truth is, bad things happen to undeserving people every day. This event gave me perspective. I know that Heavenly Father only gives us what we can handle. I know that if bad things happen, it is because our Father knows we have the strength to endure it. Keep that in mind.

It's been nearly 13 years since this tragedy occured and I'm sitting here bawling as I write this, because it feels like it was yesterday. Not a day goes by that I don't think of my cousins and I try to live like Christ so that I can make it back to Heaven to see them again. While I am saddened about the event, I am grateful for the knowledge that I gained from it.

I love you Jory, Heath and Rick.

Day Six

2010-09-10T22:20:00.000-07:00

Favorite Super Hero and Why

Well, I'm sure I'm supposed to write about Wolverine or Superman- but that ain't gonna happen-

For Christmas a couple of years ago, my Mom bought me the Season 1 DVDs of Veronica Mars. I opened it, and because I had never heard of it, I was thinking to myself, "oh, gee thanks." (I know! I'm a brat!!) So there it sat on my shelf for quite some time. Finally about a year later, she said "Oh! Let's just watch it. If you don't like it after five minutes- we can turn it off". I reluctantly obliged.

Good thing!

Veronica Mars became my obsession: I couldn't get enough!! I would think about watching it all day. The plot goes something like this: Veronica is a smart-ass high school student who works with her dad as an undercover private investigator. She solves small crimes in every episode while working on a big case throughout the season. The action is intense, the girl is witty and the whole show is just entertaining.

I want to be like her. She is tough and doesn't care what anyone thinks of her. Veronica knows that family is the most important; so flakey friends don't matter. She stands by her convictions and is so sarcastically hilarious. She is all the things that I want to be.

If you haven't already, rent borrow, buy....do whatever it takes to get this show!

Day Five

2010-09-09T21:38:00.001-07:00

A Place You've Been

This actually works out perfectly. I was just thinking to myself that I never wrote about the cruise I went on in March so now I can!!

In March, the week of my birthday, I had four midterms and an interview for a scholarship position. Needless to say, I was very stressed. On my (21st) birthday I stayed at the library studying until 11pm-I know! I'm living the college life. haha

So that friday, Me and my three best friends: Rob, Alison and Joyce drove down to St. George for the night. We stayed with Uncle Ryan and Aunt Brook. The next morning we woke up really early and drove to San Diego. We boarded the Elation ship by Carnival Cruises and set sail to Cabo San Lucas, Mexico.

That was the first time I had ever been out of the Country, my first (real) road trip, and my first trip without any parental supervision.

We had such a good time and the only thing that I fear is that life will take us in such different directions (Rob is applying to Medical School!!) that we won't be able to do anything like that again. If that is the case, I can still smile because we had so much fun and made so many memories.

<3<3<3

Day Four

2010-09-08T17:39:00.000-07:00

First of all, I just want to say that I'm proud of myself thus far. I mean, I figured I would have given up long ago. With that being said, we are on Day Four:

A Habit You Wish You Didn't Have

Mine is Cursing

Unlike this little girl, It's not cute or funny when I swear. I have what some might call a bad temper and it makes me feel better to swear. So horrible I know. Kristin always tells me that "Pretty Girls Don't Swear".

I'm going to make a conscious effort to quit swearing!
(or at least cut back :/)

Day Three

2010-09-07T17:31:00.001-07:00

A Picture of You and Your Friends

I have very different sets of friends and so I will post a few.

My Work Friends

Colby, Jeff, Krissy, Nichole, Teneil, Elysha, Me, Jonathan, Lacey.

These friends have taught me to be open-minded. That MY way of living isn't the ONLY way. They are a group of the most loyal people; people who stand behind you whether you are wrong or right. I can call them at three am and not only would they answer, but be anywhere, do anything I needed them to.

High School Friends

Teddy, Brent, Trevor, Alyssa, Nuthaniel, Tre and Chad

Katy, Kylee, Whitney, Me, Alyssa, Morgan, Joyce, Jen and Brittany

This group of friends have taught me who I really am; only the good ones made it through high school. We don't see each other often, but when we finally do it's like there was no time in between the last time we met.

College, Namely UPC, Friends

Alison, Michelle, Me, Ashley, Jeremy, Rob and Erin

These friends, in one short year, have become the group of friends that I would be the saddest about losing. They are the greatest group of people you've ever met and make me a better person by association.

Day Two

2010-09-06T20:11:00.000-07:00

Reasoning Behind Your Blog Name

Well, it's nothing too exciting. Brandon and Kristin started a blog and then I'm thinking "Well, what about the rest of us?" So I decided to make a blog so nobody missed out on all that is exciting here at the Sellers' household. So the Blog name became "What's Left of the Nest".

But it's really just about my life. Like that's a big surprise to anyone, right?

Our URL is topsellerslist because I wanted to incorporate our last name into it and "BEST SELLERS LIST" was already taken.

Like I said before, nothing too exciting.

30 Day Challenge

2010-09-05T20:54:00.000-07:00

ALL I hear from Grandma is how I never update my blog and because I love her I'm gonna try one of these "30 Day Challenge" things. Starting with day one: a recent picture of yourself and 15 interesting facts.

1. When I'm walking by myself, I spell my name with each step. Right step: I say in my head "R", left step: "A", right step: "C" and so forth. What's extra weird about that is that when I do this I spell my name RacheAl. I don't know why, I have done this since I was little.

2. I despise socks. Even if it's -10 degrees outside I refuse to wear socks (when I'm not wearing shoes of course). It even bothers me that Tre wears socks. I beg him to take them off when we are together, but he loves socks. One of the divides in our relationship.

3. I don't chew gum. The feel and even the look of it disgusts me. I am currently taking anatomy and we use real cadavers (REAL DEAD HUMAN BODIES), well people have been telling me that I need to chew gum to help with the smell. I'll take my chances, thanks.

4. I have recently started watching "the Jersey Shore". And I've gotten my mom hooked, too. We laugh so hard at all of the ridiculousness. Reality TV is my guilty pleasure.

5. I hate shopping. I'm like a guy that way. I have to go to the mall with intent (i.e. I need brown shoes) or else I get crabby.

6. I hate trying new things.

7. I won't eat ice cream or watch scary movies until it's dark outside.

8. I get embarrassed when people SHHH me or tell me I'm being too loud. Unfortunately, it happens quite frequently.

9. I love weddings. I would go to bridal expos for fun. (Me and Alison (who shares this love of weddings with me) have actually talked about going.)

10. My nostrils flare involuntarily when I laugh.

11. I can take a nap almost anywhere no matter what is going on around me. As a sleep-deprived college student, this is a gift.

12. I love music. I make lists of songs I want to download and then buy 10-15 at a time. I make a playlist and listen to it for weeks on end. Lyrics mean a lot to me and music makes me feel better about any situation.

13. I love shows about murder (i.e. 48 Hours Mystery, 20/20, Snapped) because I am so interested in what motives people have to do such horrible things.

14. A perfect day would be a day at the beach. I love everything about it. When life gets too hard, I always threaten to run away and live in Hawaii.

15. I'm addicted to facebook. I claim that I'm not, but I am. Simply because I like to make fun of the stupid things people put on there.

Life is [complicated] [tiring] [busy], but [good]!

2010-09-04T19:22:00.000-07:00

Some exciting things have been going on around here. So exciting, in fact, that I have had zero time to write about them. Well that combined with the fact that I'm super lazy haha.

Summer was good. and hard. We will start with the good. I didn't end up taking summer school, because of the tonsils and I don't regret it. Summers are my time to relax and be with friends and family.

I got a raging waters pass again and spent time (not enough) there with Ali-SHON.

We went to the Real Salt Lake game for the 24th of July.

Went to Kentucky for a leadership conference, I-LEAD. I went last year and was nervous that it would be redundant, but the people that I met there made it a total different (and wonderful) experience.

Probably the best news EVER: I am going to be an Aunty!! Come April, I will have a bouncing baby to play with ALL the time!!Tre came home from Missouri for a couple weeks and so we went to California to visit his new niece and to spend some time together before the BIG move. We had such a great time!

I'm going to try to stay caught up better. But how many times have I said that before? Yeah, seriously.

I'm also going to be starting a "spotlight" of important people in my life each week. So look out for it!

Reasons to Smile:
1. Utah Football has begun! We played #15 Pitt and won by three!!
2. Lots of trips are coming up: (Miami in October, Colorado and Las Vegas in November, Missouri in December).
3. The fact that I have already started buying the cutest things for my soon to be nephew/niece.
4. I finally figured out what my favorite movie is: the Titanic.

Warning: Graphic Content Ahead

2010-06-22T07:24:00.000-07:00

I came home from my cruise to Cabo San Lucas, Mexico on March 26th. On the drive home I suddenly got a sore throat. I haven't been better since. That sore throat turned into strep throat. Well, Kind of. It was misdiagnosed as simply strep throat. I took a very basic antibiotic: amoxicillin for 9 days and I never felt any better. Then one night I got really sick and had to go to Urgent Care. When I got there the doctor said that I had something called peritonsillar cellulitis, which can be very serious. I had to get steroid shots in my hips and was put on way stronger medicine. The doctor said my mom had to sleep with me that night because there was a chance that because my throat was so swollen, my airway could close completely.

I got better, but just like Uncle Ryan said, I got sick again just a couple weeks later. I went back to the doctor and had to get more shots and more medicine. I have been to the doctor 6 times and received 5 shots since April 11th!!

I was referred to an ENT (ears, nose, throat specialist) to which he said that I needed my tonsils out. So yesterday that is what I did.

The night before surgery, I was looking on the Internet for food suggestions and instead found a ton of horror stories about how horrible the recovery is. I knew I shouldn't be reading them, but couldn't pull myself away either.

Yesterday, Mom took me to the hospital and I was hooked up to an IV and we think the nurse may have hit a nerve (or maybe I was subconsciously more nervous than I was consciously) because my whole right side tightened and I couldn't breathe well. It felt like someone was sitting on my chest and I was dizzy. My first panic attack. haha.

The surgery was pretty simple, all in all. Went in and woke up in recovery. I was told that right after the doctor you are fine because you still have anesthesia in your system, but later on in the night it hurts so bad. Luckily, my mom has been taking such good care of me that I am just fine.

Yes, I am sore and it hurts too swallow, but the pain is manageable. I know someone else who got their tonsils out on Friday and she is just so miserable. Hopefully it stays this way.

I just want to thank everyone for their well wishes, company and sorbet :)

Reasons to Smile:

1. Priesthood Blessings (Brandon gave me the sweetest blessing yesterday before my surgery. I cried.)
2. Haagan Daaz Raspberry Sorbet
3. Eclipse comes out in one week
4. Loritab
5. My Mom. I love her so much!

Southwest Baptist University Athletics - Bearcat basketball announces addition of D-I transfer Tre Smith

2010-06-17T13:26:00.000-07:00

Southwest Baptist University Athletics - Bearcat basketball announces addition of D-I transfer Tre Smith

All Good Things Must Come To An End

2010-06-13T20:08:00.000-07:00

Just when you think that you have things figured out, life throws you a curve ball. About three weeks ago Tre called me and told me that his head coach at the U wanted to talk to him. He went in for the meeting and coach told Tre that even though they had promised him a scholarship, things had changed and they no longer had one. He also told Tre that they had recruited 8 new players and the amount of time Tre would play was unknown.

Even though Tre has worked his butt off for the last three years, and every time they put him in the game he does the best, they still are taking him for granted. His coach told him "Sometimes you have to be selfish" and so he took their advice and left the Runnin' Utes.

A school in Missouri has been looking at Tre for quite some time and now they are getting their wish. He went on a recruiting trip on Thursday and signed the papers on Friday. He is officially a Southwest Baptist University Bearcat.

He leaves for a summer camp for the month of July and then he will be able to come back for three weeks and then he moves there at the end of August.

I have been dating Tre for the last 6.5 years and we spend a large majority of our time together and so it is going to be a very large adjustment for me to have him that far away.

When Tre first told me that he was considering transferring schools, I cried and cried for three days straight. I'm slowly coming to terms with it, but some days it is still really hard. I am going to miss him so much! When we are together we have so much fun; he dances, sings and teases. He is a kid and makes me one too.

When I tell people that Tre is moving, everyone says, "So what does that mean for your relationship?" Honestly, I don't know. So many things could happen in that amount of time. But what I do know is that if we are supposed to be together, the Lord will provide the way. That fact is what helps me through the tough days.

I just wanted Tre to know that I love him and that I know he is going to be great out there. The Utes are gonna be regretting this decision.

Dear Erin,

2010-04-23T10:45:00.001-07:00

I have been making fun of Erin and Alison as they keep threatening to cry because this year is over, but in reality I have to in order not to cry myself. I have met six of the best people in the world; and change scares me. Because as hard as we may try, our friendships will never be the same as they were in the UPC office.

Rob Crosbie

Rob is amazing. He is hilarious and all-around fun to be with. He cares about UPC and it's future more than anyone else. He has been a great mentor to me this last year; helping me to develop my leadership and interpersonal skills. He has always been there for me and has just been a very true friend. I am glad he is sticking around another year; because I need him. Then he will be off to Med School to become a great doctor, but until then I will be savoring the moments.

Jeremy Wilkerson

JerBear was my first close friend within UPC and I appreciate him always putting up with my crap. Anytime I need someone to talk to, he is always the first person willing to listen to me whine (which is quite often haha). He is coming back for round two this upcoming year and I am lucky to have that support system with me as I am plunging into the unknown.

Erin Kucic

Easily the cutest girl around. She is genuine, honest and beautiful. It doesn't get much better than her. Throughout all the drama, fights, whatever- Erin has been able to remain friends with every single person. Never choosing sides or getting caught up. She makes me smile and I strive to be more like her in every way. She is going to Thailand to work at a non-profit organization (so like her) and then off to D.C. after that. I wish her the best of luck and know she will be great in any aspect of her future. She just better come back to visit.

Michelle Doong

She is such a fun spirit to be around; always making us laugh (whether its with her or at her :) )

She loves unconditionally and is such a great friend; always there when you need a "catch-up sesh". She, too, is going big places and will excel in any situation. She is an all around people person and makes every situation a better one.

Ashley Swapp

Ashley is my sister-soul; we are practically the same person. Which either causes us to fight or get along great. Through it all, I love her. She has been there for me through some really hard times and I could never express my gratitude enough. She is so driven and motivated and has huge dreams. After graduation, she is moving all the way to Japan! What a brave girl; i wish i was more like her in that aspect.

Alison Tuft

Alison-Sweet-Alison, I love her oh so much. She and I have somehow gotten ridiculously close over the past few months; and my life is forever changed because of her. She has had the greatest impact on my life. When I am around her, she makes me want to be a better person-to strive to be more Christ-Like. She is one of the nicest, yet, level-headed girls I know. A lot of the time, I envy her- she is just "cool"- knows who she is and what she is about and I value that greatly in a friend. She is so gorgeous, and doesn't even realize it-which makes me appreciate the fact even more. We have had the best of times together and I will do whatever it takes to continue that friendship, even though she is graduating. Alison, I could never thank you enough for your loyalty, compassion and amazing friendship over these last few months. I love you.

I have learned so much about myself and about life in general, through these people. I will miss you all.

BreakEven

2010-03-11T16:16:00.000-08:00

....by the Script is stuck in my head.

I am currently sitting in the Las Vegas airport waiting for my friend Cassie. I started travelling this morning at 9am and it is past 6 right now. Wow, all just for a one hour flight duration from SLC to LV. I actually got re-routed to Los Angeles-that's what took me so long to get here. We are coming to LV for the MWC Men's Basketball Tournament. I love Basketball!

Anyway, I just decided to come on Wednesday. Until that day, I was just much too busy to come (I have 4 Midterms next week!!). That was until last Wednesday: the BYU vs. Utah game. We were down by a lot and I knew Tre wasn't going to get a chance to play, because even though he is better than half of the players on his team, his coach never plays him because he is short. Being short is not a disadvantage for Tre, but rather, an advantage. He is so quick he can get right in there. But Tre got some courage and went up to the coach and said "Put me in, and I will play my hardest". Somehow-it worked and he got in for about 8 minutes. Even though we lost the game- I didn't care in all honesty, I was happy for Tre!!

Then on Saturday, Tre got even more playing time-approximately 14 minutes. He played so well and the sports announcers were going crazy about him for a full 5 minutes-everyone was so impressed. Because of his hard work, his coach called him into his office on Monday morning and told Tre how proud he was of him and to be ready to play in the tournament game (tonight!) and here I am.

I am just so relieved that he is finally getting a little bit of recognition for the dedication he has for that team. Now, all he needs is a scholarship, and he'll be set! :)

I just wanted to give a shout out to my Grandma K. Today is her Birthday! I am bummed I won't be there to celebrate- But i just want all 2.5 of you out there who read this blog- to know how much I LOOOVE her!

Reasons to Smile :)

1. That mom works for Jetblue (AKA the best airline in the WORLD- all other pale in comparison)
2. Utah Basketball & Tre getting playing time
3. All the cute sun dresses that I bought
4. Even though I am dreading having 4 midterms next week and a huge interview, I am glad to be getting it done before spring break-so I can totally relax.
5. That in one week I will be driving down to St. George to visit some family, before continuing the trip to San Diego to get on a cruise with my best friends to Cabo San Lucas.

..::Life Is Good::.

If we didn't need sleep...

2010-02-28T21:34:00.000-08:00

Lately, life has been really weird. I thought when you entered high school you found out who your "true" friends were. After I hit college, I thought "Now, I know who my true friends are" and even still today, my third year of college, I am still surprised when I find myself thinking the same thing.

I used to think there was strength in numbers, but now I know that isn't true- all you need is a few REALLY good friends that you can count on for everything and you are set. As long as you realize who these friends are and cherish them.

I hate losing friends, but I feel as though it is an inevitable part of life. Maybe you were friends because you had something in common at a given time, but take that job, hobby, student group away and what do you really have in common?

Plus, I do not believe in rekindling a friendship. I mean, you can be civil toward one another and you can exchange small talk, but I think if you started out with a really close, strong friendship and something occurred to make that go away- there isn't much that can be done to rebuild that bridge. At least that is how it is in my experience. If you have had another experience with this, then consider me jealous.

I wish I could start this year over. But then that scares me, too. Have you ever seen the movie the Butterfly Effect? Where something bad happens to Ashton Kutcher's character and he goes back in time and does something to prevent that occurrence from happening, but then something (usually worse) happens and suddenly he is at the end and it probably would have just been better had he left it alone to begin with. Because if I was able to go back in time and try to fix the mistakes I have made this year, would I be as close to the people I am now?

The only thing that is ever consistent in my life is family. I was sitting in Sacrament today and thinking to myself that I must have been very obedient in the pre-mortal life in order to have these wonderful blessings, that I call family. I hope that didn't come across with a "holier than thou" attitude. Because that is just really a compliment toward my family. My brothers are my best friends. My parents are my best friends. My sister-in-laws are my best friends. My grandparents are my best friends. My aunts, uncles and cousins (well some) are my best friends. Who can honestly say that? I know not many people, but I can.

Lately, I keep thinking that I need a good cry. I spent 4 months planning an event and then it got shut down early by the police because stupid boys, with big egos, fought. Why does their foolishness ruin all the hard work that I put in? Then a fight with a friend, or lyrics to a song, or while I was sitting in church today and we sang "How great thou art" and we sang that at my grandma's funeral last month-all these things made me tear up, but not cry. I keep thinking that I need to get myself alone and cry, but honestly- I am too busy for that. Which should be another reason to add to the list of reasons I need to cry.

Because I am too busy, I never get to do the things I really want to do. At the beginning of every week, I make a to-do list and it is always filled to the max from sun up 'til I go to bed every night with activities, homework, meetings, classes, etc. I wish that going to sleep was optional-that our bodies didn't NEED it. Imagine how much more stuff we could get done. I wish I had time to go see my friend Jessica's baby. Every week I try to do so, but because there isn't a due date- it always gets pushed to the bottom of the list. But there kind of is a due date; that baby isn't going to be a baby forever. I wish I had more time to spend with my mom- I make time for her multiple times a week, but it still doesn't feel like enough. Then today, while I was at church I get a text from my grandpa saying "ET PHONE HOME". He then went on to tell me that we haven't talked forever and I need to call them. After he said that, that too, almost made me cry. Because I think about my grandparents often, but he is right- it has been much too long since seeing them. Which is just silly, because I love them and enjoy time with them very much.

I spend too much time wishing time away. "Oh, I can't wait until the weekend so I can get a break from classes", "Spring Break is 20 days away:) I wish time would hurry up", "Only 1 year left of school- I canNOT wait!". I wonder what I am missing out on, because I am thinking I can't wait til I am older. I am going to be an old woman wishing that I was young again. Which goes to prove that saying about everyone wanting what they can't have- is undeniably true.

So if I haven't talked to you in awhile, please know that I do think about you all the time. I love you and miss you very much. I worry that I give the impression that I don't care, when really I am just exhausted-mentally, physically and emotionally.

It's 11 o'clock. I am supposed to be doing Organic Chemistry II homework (now do you understand why I am TOO busy), but I got the sudden urge to update my blog. This pathetic blog. This post is unlike any other- I usually just update everyone on activities, never really any thoughts about life in between those activities. So I am hoping that this wasn't too all over the place, or that it didn't make you uncomfortable.

Maybe I will go have that cry, now :)

Reasons to Smile: ( I know, I am a thief)
1. The special-needs elderly man at church today who was dancing to the closing hymn of Sacrament.
2.My mom is making cinnamon rolls with pink frosting right now, extra frosting please.
3. She also just packed my lunch for tomorrow. Yeah, my friends have already told me-I am spoiled.
4. That my grandpa, although nearly 70 years old, knows how to text. I love feeling my phone vibrate, looking down and seeing it is him. It brings a smile to my face EVERY time. Plus, I brag to my friends how tech-savvy he is.
5. That my bed is soo comfortable. I am going to go curl up with a glass of milk and a cinnamon roll and watch documentaries about murder. Yeah, I know.

I have lived in 4 decades!

2010-01-01T18:16:00.000-08:00

Now that classes are over, I am able to update my blog from it's previous Halloween state. There is so much to say, as this year and decade comes to an end.

So we will just begin where we had previously left off.

In the middle of September, the U hosts a homecoming dance (who knew?) So a group of friends and I decided to go check it out.

Joyce, Alison, Me and Rob. We went to Dinner at California Pizza Kitchen and then went to the dance-which was horrible! The DJ they hired was a joke, but at least we can say that we did it.

On the bright side, the refreshments were good.

My beautiful cousin, Erica won the prestigious title of Homecoming Queen. Yay!

For the Homecoming football game, a few friends and I decided to show our school spirit. It was a hit and got us on TV :)

We went to Logan to stay with Rob's family for a UPC director retreat. We stayed up late, I whooped everyone in speed scrabble and we had a great time (and took lots of pictures)!

The crew rebelling and throwing up our "U's" on the Aggie A.

Of Course, the typical jumping photo.

Tre was made captain of his basketball team at the U. He was voted captain by his teammates and his coaches. He is still not getting very much playing time, but it is nice for him to get recognized for all the hardwork he has put into that team.

October at Gardner Village is always crazy busy because of Witches' Night Out. This year, it was exceptionally crazy and so I didn't get very many pictures.

Me and Eboni

Kellie, Me and Colbs

Me and my two best friends, Teneil and Elysha

The second Crimson Nights of the year is always the Black Pumpkin Affair which is a HUGE halloween party.

A couple of days before the event, we set our customizable fangs so we would be all ready.

Me and E-balla

I love these girls. (ashley, alison, me and erin)

Me and My Associate Directors: Andrew, Josh, Heather, Erin and Alyx.

All of UPC and volunteers that made the event a success.

Brandon turned 28 on October 9th.

October 12th was Tre's big 2-1 birthday.

Mom got tickets for all of us to go see the Midnight Showing of New Moon.

On the 25th of November, Kristin turned 27

I can't believe that Christmas has already came and gone!Tyler, Brandon and I at the Sellers' Family Christmas Party
Me and Sisi.

Tristan playing with Tyler's "Pone".

Olivia and I at the McCune Christmas Party. She is my only cousin on this side that will hug me. (Unless you count Wyatt, who will let me, but only if I let him punch my leg off first).

Tre and I on our way to my work's christmas party.

Alison, Ashley and I after we exchanged gifts.

On Christmas Eve, Grandma came up with this game where we had to draw a bunchc of Christmas stuff-- but with our eyes closed. This is my version of a reindeer. Don't judge me, it is a lot harder than you would think.

My Grandpa might just be my very favorite person. We got him a gift certificate to See's Candy and this is him eating it. I don't know.... haha

Every year, instead of our Grandparents giving us presents, we get to grab into a jar full of coins. Before we started, Brent went and got us something to put our winnings in. Our ziploc bags are correlated with what Brent thought the outcome was going to be.

The pressure that Brent feels to draw the most, gets to him sometimes.

Total Grab: Approximately $29

OK, funny story. I grabbed once and somehow only got $22 ($5 of that was money my grandma kept slipping to me while we were counting because she felt bad for me.) So then Grandpa who was feeling very compassionate that evening (possibly because it WAS Christmas) and they let me put my first grab back and draw again. The second time around, I got a whopping $39.

Rob, Alison and I. My two favorite people to spend new years with.

Me, Alison and Jena-- after the snowball fight.

To celebrate New Year's my family and I went to see Avatar in 3D. And we were all very surprised with how great of a movie it was. I guess Dad does know what he is talking about.

and that is how we began the new year.

My New Year's Resolution is to be better at posting events as they occur.

Too Funny

2009-09-27T20:47:00.000-07:00

Whew, I'm exhausted after this post.

2009-09-14T21:37:00.000-07:00

Okay, this is quite embarrassing, but inevitable. It happens every year, as soon as school starts I get super behind on my blog and then I have to play the catch up game and go back almost two months to relay all the cool things that are going on in my life.

As you all know, I am in an organization called UPC and as part of being a student leader, we were sent to Boulder, Colorado to a leadership institution called I-LEAD. There we met kids just like us from all over the country. It was a great bonding and learning experience for the seven of us who work at the U. Please let me introduce you to my UPC family. On the top left is Alison (the oldest sister), then there's the pre-teen who thinks she is a lot older than she is: Michelle (aka Meesh), then Papi Rob, next is the twins: Jeremy and Erin (Jer-Bear and Er-Bear). On the bottom row is Me who is the youngest (decided age:5) and last but not least, Ashley- the second oldest sister. We have become very close since our mother's death. It really is a great story- our house caught on fire and Mom was downstairs and all the kids were up and Papi had to choose and he chose to save us. Pretty sad, but we get by.

Jumping Photo. We've become quite good at these.My sisters are SO beautiful.

The twins: together for the first time since the womb.

We look like a hair commercial. Like I said- Pros.

The BUSTED CHIAS: Michelle, Brian, Joe, Katie, Carlos, Anna, Shaun, Nate, Katy Jo, Kelly, Heather, Me and Jackie. It's genetics.

Meesh and I ready for the 80's Dance Party. Yet another picture of the three of us. But this one is my favorite :)Right before we were leaving to come back to UTAH.
Note: the reason I am wet is because Ash and I had just ran through sprinklers but then remembered we were taking pics so we hurried and blow-dried out hair.

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My good friend, Curtis got married on August 7th.

Curtis and his Bride, Ashley. We get along. Sometimes. I love you, Dirty. Seester, Brandon and Me at the reception.

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My friend Kellie was married on the 21st of August. At the Bridal Shower: Nichole, Kellie, Teneil, Elysha, Me and Lacey.

Archibald's Crew=Colby, Jeff, Krissy, Nichole, Teneil, Elysha, Me, Johnathan and Lacey.

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Being in charge of Crimson Nights this year has proven to be very stressful, yet very rewarding. The first CN this year was themed a Beach Boardwalk and it was a HUGE success. We had tons of cool things for students to do free of charge: Firework show, dance party, henna tattoos, face painting, trampoline with harness and more!!

There were so many people!! This picture doesn't do it justice. So-funny story. We had a firetruck (see pic above) as a marketing tool. After each Crimson Nights we take all the volunteers to breakfast at Village Inn and we thought, "We should take the firetruck!- Yeah GREAT idea!"...until we got pulled over. Ashley, Alison and Me trying to hide=FAIL! At Breakfast. Because of the event, getting pulled over and breakfast, I didn't get home until 6am!!

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As another right of passage of college, this year I have joined the MUSS (Mighty Utah Student Section) for the football games. I went to my first college game last week and it was so much FUN!

Yep, Hardcore.

This picture is to show how many students are in the muss
(and this is only one of three sections!!)

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My school has an annual competition with Utah State to see which school can collect the most blood. Me, Ashley and Rob all decided to go and donate. Well, Kind of. We got there and Rob couldn't donate because he just got back from Africa (if you visit any country who has problems with Malaria-you cannot donate for a year) and I couldn't donate because after testing my blood, there wasn't enough Iron in my blood and my temperature was .2 degrees too high. :(Rob and I so sad that we cannot donate.

Ashley, just saving lives-no big deal.Me, holding a pound of Ashley's blood. Everyone thinks this is so gross? I don't know why?!

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We went down to St. George to see my cousin, Olivia get baptized over Labor Day weekend.

Playing Scrabble. This was a nightly occurance. It can also get pretty competitive. Brent won one time and after Grandma quit because she was mad she wasn't winning and Brent says, "Grandma, aren't you going to congratulate me on my first win?" Her response? "Congratulations you rat fink...Bastard." lol.
MAYBE this is why Grandma kept losing, by picking hands like this. Just a thought. Let me introduce...Shaky Face.

I love hammoks! ____________________________________________________
For UPC, we had a social and for it we decided to play dodgeball. It ended up being so much fun!!

Last girl standing.

Directors vs. Everyone Else.
(of course we won)
OK Kidd-os, That's all for now.

Today, I am Grateful..

2009-08-16T21:30:00.000-07:00

While I was leaving Church today, I realized that I have so many things in life to be grateful for. And since I love making lists, here I go. (:

I am Grateful for:

A beautiful family that is so incredibly close. We really are like Best Friends. All of us.
I Love You Mom, Dad, Brandon, Kristin, Tyler, Ann and Brent.
Wonderful Parents who have been married for 29 years today! Go them, right?
I went to see my cousin, Steven's, farewell today. He gave such a lovely talk and I even learned something new. (I had no idea that Joseph Smith translated the entire Book of Mormon in only 65 days!) He taught how the Book of Mormon is the Keystone of our religion and without it, we have nothing. Although I already knew this, it was shown to me in a different light. I have really become close to Steven in the past couple years. I will miss him terribly, but I know that there are people in Paraguay who are in need of this Gospel and who better than Steven to give them that gift? Love you Stevie!!
Also, at my cousin's farewell- My cousin from the other side, Emily, gave a talk and she did a wonderful job. Even though she is younger than me, I really look up to her.
Missionary Work. One of my best guy friends, Tyler Shaw is serving a mission in New Mexico right now and through simple emails, he has been able to touch our friends back home. My really good friend Nuthaniel came to church with me for his first time today, and he didn't hate it. :)
The Gospel. 'nuff said.
My Dad. He was set apart as the first counselor in the Bishopbric. it is nice to have someone in our house who honors his Priesthood. I can't tell you how many times I have been blessed by this.
Wonderful friends who are there for support. I was feeling kinda down on Saturday night and my friend, Jeremy dropped everything to meet me for a movie to cheer me up.
To live in this wonderful nation.
That this economy hasn't affected my family too bad.
Pictures to capture unforgettable moments.
My iPhone. Love it. Best Purchase I have made in... well, forever.
Celestial Marriage... I honestly Can't wait. Just need to find an eligible bachelor. ;)
Even though I honestly hate it sometimes, I am grateful for the opportunity to go to college; to further my education in order to start a good career.
For a job that I LOVE so much at the U (not at Archibald's). This job has brought me to 6 of the best people that I have ever met and I know that we will be friends forever. I have grown closer to them than any other group of people in my life. Also, it pays my tuition so that is awesome.
Well obviously this list can go on and on, but I have some work I need to get done.

Goodnight!

I May Be In Love Again...

2009-08-14T11:33:00.000-07:00

WooHoo!!

2009-08-03T14:51:00.001-07:00

Happy Birthday, Daddy!

2009-06-26T21:55:00.000-07:00

Cake Number OneMe, doing a birthday solo for Dad.I love when Brent will take a serious, cute picture with me (which isn't very often).Dad's sweet new ride!Right before he popped a mean wheelie.Dad's greatest accomplisments. haha. jk. kind of. Aw, they're the best!This is the best it gets for a "nice" picture of Brandon and Kristin."Oh! I get it cockroach beats everything. One more time for all the marbles."Tyler and AnnFirst attempt to blow out all the candles.

Oh maybe on the second turn. . .

Oh i guess the third time is the charm.

I don't even think my dad reads this, but if he does, I just want him to know how much I love him for all that he is. I know this is a really cliche thing to say, but I honestly feel that I have the best dad in the world. <3

I Wanna Punch the Rain in the Face!

2009-06-20T16:49:00.000-07:00

I Feel Jipped! I didn't take summer school so that I could actually enjoy my summer. I wanted to spend everyday laying out and swimming at Raging Waters, like I did last summer. But Unfortunately I haven't been able to, because it hasn't stopped raining. Here I am, on June 20th, in a Hoodie. Yeah, My life is sad. The sun better come out and play in the next 64 days before school starts.

We Got More Bounce in California

2009-05-24T20:52:00.000-07:00

Two weeks ago, me and Tre took our annual trip down to California to visit his family after finals were over. It was so nice there; the weather was beautiful. We spent six days down there, and on the sixth day- my family (Mom, Dad, Brandon, Kristin, Tyler, Ann and Brent) met us down there so that we could celebrate Mom's birthday. Tre and Lili, playing Nintendo DSMe and the Baby.There he is!Tre's nephew, Auli. He's the cutest.On our last day with Tre's family, we went down to Hollywood. This is Me, Tre and Tre's little sister: RaeMishaI LOVE big things!This picture cost $4- just to stand with the characters!

Six flags was having a deal where you could get in for only $25 per person- so we decided that was a great idea. Unfortunately, so did the rest of the west coast- it was so crowded. And on top of that- it was 104 degrees! It was so hot and it took us 2+ hours to get on the first ride. The ride: Tatsu was awesome it tilted you as you rode to make it as though you were flying. After the first big loop, Brent, Tre and I saw something fall from the ride. As we get off the ride, Tyler realizes that it was his wallet! Not only did it have his credit cards, license and $70 in it- it also had his DOT license that he needs in order to work. So he was freaking out- and it took us about an hour and a half to get over that, because they told us there was nothing that they could do until the park closed. So we rode another ride and then went to dinner.

Before we got into the park- everyone was so energized and in good spirits.

Five Minutes in- too DANG HOT!!!

After dinner, we came back to the park got on a final ride and then waited around for nearly two hours to see if they would find it. (don't worry, we entertained ourselves by taking a bunch of pictures). Once the park closed, it was back to business and everyone was in a horrible mood again as we anticipated the worst. We waited at the lost and found and the guys who searched the ride came down holding a baseball cap. So I went up to the lady and told her that I had lost a brown fossil wallet and she was really hopeful... until I told her where I had lost it, and then she just shakes her head and says, "Nope, they just searched Tatsu and all they found was this hat." I look inside the hat and there is Tyler's wallet!!! I just started jumping up and down and then ran to find Tyler. Everyone was so relieved- especially Mom, who almost starting crying.
Needless to say, the day was quite the adventure. In eleven hours that we were there, we rode three rides and ate dinner.

The whole Crew!

This is the last (and best!) ride that we rode. The initial drop was 255 feet and went underground. Another plus: no one lost anything on it.

Kristin, with the "G" that stands for GrassStain.

Ann and Tyler

Me and Brent with the "I" standing for Incredible, or so we'd both like to think.

Mom and Dad all tuckered out

The next day, we went to the mall and the Aquarium and walked around to burn time until our plane left.

Before went out we went to Panda, and this was what Brent's fortune cookie said.

And what mine said. I think they knew we were coming.

At the mall, we bought $15 worth of gummies. Here's Brent showing off his gummy fangs

Me and Kristin liked the Aquarium so much more than the boys. We loved touching all of the creatures. so much that we got left behind so many times.

Yay!!

2009-05-19T12:59:00.000-07:00

Today grades were posted for Spring Semester. I took four classes including biology, sociology, health & diversity and gender studies. I worked really hard and got my first 4.0 of my college career and am pretty happy about it! Just thought I'd share the good news.

Term: Spring 2009
Undergraduate Semester
BIOL 1210 002 4.0 A
GNDR 1100 003 3.0 A
H EDU 5300 001 3.0 A
SOC 1010 002 4.0 A
GradePoints 56
GPAUnits 14
UnitsPassed 14
GPA 4.000

You have to make time for FUN!

2009-04-28T19:31:00.000-07:00

With Finals quickly approaching (last day of classes are tomorrow!) I have had to study for long periods of time nearly every day. Although I've been studying a lot, I've also made time for a lot of fun as well. Erica and I went to see the broadway show Wicked. The music, costumes and talent were amazing and we both had such a great time. I am grateful that Erica had that extra ticket so that I had the opportunity to go. Then last Saturday, Tre and I went to see the Lakers play against the Jazz in the 4th game of the playoffs. We had such a good time! Now, I just need to focus and get through the next nine days.

Brent took pictures of me studying in mockery

Studying makes me a little loopy, when I've been doing it for too long

Me and Ric

Tre and I, before we went to the game

I really didn't care who won the game, but I just wanted to be opposite of Tre so I looked around to find this Jazz jerzee.

Tre and his little brother, Desi

Tre's favorite player, Kobe Bryant, shooting free throws

"There's Only Two Types of Guys Out There...

2009-04-17T11:40:00.000-07:00

Ones that can handle me and ones that I scare." Some friends from UPC and I decided last minute to go see the Britney Spears Concert featuring the Pussycat Dolls. It was the best concert that I've been to (granted, I've only been to one other concert: *Nsync when I was 12), but nevertheless it was awesome. The theme of the show was also the title to her latest album "Circus" and there were some crazy circus acts there. I was blown away. It was definitely worth $40!!Before the show

Rob, Me, Ameena, Kristin and Heather

After the show- we are Britneyed Out.

I get my own Business Cards! :)

2009-04-08T19:15:00.000-07:00

I just wanted to take a minute to let everyone know that I applied for the Director of Crimson Nights on the UPC board at the University of Utah and even though there was some stiff competition- I got the position! I've put a lot of work into UPC in my two years of college so far and it is about time that work paid off. :) It's going to be a lot of work and might be pretty hectic at times, but it will be a good experience and it's a full-ride scholarship so that's a plus too.

This is the note i found on my mirror when I woke up the day of my interview/presentation. I have the best family!

233 Days Until. . .

2009-03-31T14:49:00.000-07:00

These posters for the movie were just released and OH! so sad. I hated the book, because I hate Jacob Black. But I'm still excited for the movie. The poster of Bella makes me want to cry.

Here Ya Go, Gramma!

2009-03-25T20:13:00.000-07:00

Last Weekend, A few friends and I went to Las Vegas to support our boyfriends who play on the University of Utah's basketball team in the Mountain West Conference Tournament. All three games that they played in were so intense, but also so much fun. They ended up winning the entire thing and got to cut down the nets. It was so much fun and I was so glad that I had the opportunity to go. Go Utes!

Heading Out. Tre and I were playing in the arcade and we played Deal or No Deal. We chose # 10 (Tre's Jersey Number) and it had 400 tickets- the highest amount!On our way to the Wyoming vs. Utah game

Elyse, Bre and I cheering on the guys at the game

Me and Miss CassieElyse and I at the beginning of the Championship Game hoping we'll leave #1Tre- on the Megatron before the game. (Elyse and I made it on here like six times for being to wild)

Go Luke!Die-Hard Ute Fan

This is my friend Eric he was originally rooting for BYU, but once they lost- I converted him to UofUismWhew! That was a close one

Coach B is so crazy

Yay!

Me and Tre!

MVP

Me- on my birthday- laying out by the pool is was like 80 degrees!

Elyse and I decided that for my birthday we would go to the Stratosphere and ride all the rides that are on top of the hotel (1400 feet in the air). It was so much fun!

The guys running the ride let us go twice for free :) I love free stuff. Elyse hated the rides. "Rachel, I never wanna see you again."

After the ride, we ordered room service ($12 for a cup of soup!) Then the delivery boy brought cake for my birthday!

Elyse is so crazy, but such a good singer! Haha

Our last day in Vegas- me at the fountain show at the Bellagio

My Baby's in Da News

2009-03-06T21:02:00.000-08:00

Read about it at deseretnews.com They just talk about how great of a kid that Tre is, despite his many trials in life. It also talked about what a big part of his team's success that he's been and how great he is doing in college and in basketball. I'm so proud! My family and I have known all of these things about Tre for as long as we've known him- it's just nice to get recognition from everyone else!

http://desertnews.com/article1,5143,705289107,00.html

Aww...

2009-02-16T18:26:00.000-08:00

So Saturday was Valentine's Day and I had to work all night. It was really busy but at the end of my shift, my friend Teneil said that someone at one of her tables wanted to say hi to me. I walk upstairs and Tre is standing there in a dimly-lit mural room with a candle-lit dinner and roses. It was such a surprise and so sweet. I hope your V-Day was just as cute :)

Love Hurts. . . Literally.

2009-02-10T16:51:00.000-08:00

So Chris Brown beat up his girlfriend, Rihanna early Sunday Morning and they both had to pull their performances from the Grammy's on Sunday evening. Allegedly, Brown hit her in the face with his fists, giving her two major contusions on her forehead, a split lip and bloody nose. There were also bites marks? found on her arm and several fingers. I'm really so sad because this whole time I thought he was a good guy, but good guys DON'T do stuff like that. :( Now all I have to say is "PHEW!" I guess I slipped by that one. Good thing I didn't go out with him that one time he asked me. . .

Happy Birthday Ann-akin!

2009-02-07T22:11:00.000-08:00

Looks like a lively Party... I know you're jealous you weren't invited.. Maybe next time. :)

Go Utes!

2009-02-03T22:03:00.000-08:00

Tre always gets us such good seats to all the basketball games and we were so excited to be able to go to the rivalry game between Utah and BYU. It was even more fun when we beat BYU in overtime! We all always have such a good time going to support Tre, his friends and my school! Right now they are tied (three ways) for first place with a 5-2 record. They are on the road right now for a week-playing two games. Hopefully they can win both games and stay on top. Go UTES!!!

Me- decked out in my Ute gear-Nice Red Lips!

Nice action shot!

Thanks for the tickets Tre!!

Elder Shaw Updates

2009-01-29T22:24:00.000-08:00

Tyler has been sending me all his photos and videos in order to share with all of you that want to keep tabs on him.

If you want of these pictures or videos I have them. Just let me know!

Pseudo Christmas!

2008-12-21T10:10:00.000-08:00

Because Mom and I will be gone next week for "real" Christmas we had Christmas Eve and Christmas this Friday and Saturday. It doesn't really matter WHEN you celebrate, as long as you are with loved ones and remember the true meaning of this holiday. Here's some pictures to document the occasion:

Stupid Kitty. I was wrapping presents and she was sitting in a JcPenney bag with her head out the handle hole. Someone made a loud noise and she takes off with the bag flapping around her neck, like a cape.

Every Year I am "Santa" which means that I pass out the gifts to everyone.

Brandon and his Star Wars toy.

Ann & Ty opening gifts

Kristin- fascinated by her Twilight book

The Family got a Wii game called the Outdoor Chellenge and this is me and Brent sprinting. Quite the workout.

Sisi, Me and Brent

Typical.

Mom and Grandpa

Brent drew this prize (the hat) from the White Elephant. (The Rose bath kit was Tre's).

Tyler liked the hat too- it was a hit!

Brandon won this Mexican Poncho. The hat was just the cherry on top.

We have this tradition that all the unmarried grandchildren get to reach in the money jar, a jar full of coins, and pull out a handful. We look forward to it every year!

Tré getting a good grab.

Brent warming up his fingers. It's hard for him because he has such big hands that when he gets a big handful-he cen't get it out the top. :(

Brent grabbing and Grandpa making sure it's fair play.

The new Champ- $41.70

We've already had our Christmas and had a great time. We hope that yours is filled with the same love and laughter. Merry Christmas!

Catch-Up, Again :(

2008-12-15T14:59:00.000-08:00

I always get so far behind and some good things happen that I want to share. So here I am, once again, mooshing all those things together.

A couple weekends ago was the last CN of the semester and Me, Erica and Steven hung out the entire night. the end of the night- both Erica and I were dead on our feet.

We have this game called Snood on our Computer that both Mom and Dad love to play for bragging rights against the other. I will occassionally play when I'm waiting for a CD to burn or something. Well, one day I played and got the high score. I have been the reigning champion for a few months now and then last Sunday, Dad comes screaming down the stairs. He had beat my score by 2000+ points. Mom was going to clear all the scores because she said the game was no longer fun-good thing she didn't.

A couple days ago, dad made breakfast for dinner and this is my silly Brother stuffing the WHOLE thing in his mouth at once. This was like his 5th french toast-thank goodness for high metabolism!

I have to tell you what a good guy Brent is. So I went to the Utes basketball game last week and as I'm pulling in I notice that my breaks are making horrible, scary noises. I tell Brent this and he tells me that my breaks are completely worn. So the next day I drive Mom's car and I get home and him and Dad paid and changed my breaks before I even get home <3 align="center">Then (I know, there's more!) After the near-blizzard the other day, I was rushing to get to school and Brent says, "Rach, when do you need to be outta here?" and I said, "in like 5 minutes, why?". "Just wondering". I am getting all my stuff to take outside to go clean off my car and I look out the window to see this:

Gotta Love Him!!

Happy Turkey Day!

2008-11-27T22:25:00.000-08:00

As tradition, we woke up to Burger King/McDonald's breakfast that Brent had went and got. Then we went through all the ads to see if getting up at 4am was worth it (it's not) and then we got ready to go to Uncle Randy's and Aunt Mary's.

Erica set the tables so beautifully

Me and Ric after we just done stuffing ourselves full

This is my attempt of teaching Kristin how to cross one eye while leaving one straight. Needless to say, I failed. I know she looks like a doofus, but you gotta love her anyway.

I don't know why, but me and Kristin always take a thousand pictures that look like this.

What Thanksgiving is all about- The whole Family (Mom, Dad, Ann, Tyler, Kristin, Brandon, Me and Brent).

Christian, Erica, Nikki, Steven, Whitney, Aunt Mary and Uncle Randy (we missed you Becca and Josh)

Erica and I at (my second viewing of) Twilight- STILL just as good!

Happy Birthday GrassStain!

2008-11-25T20:14:00.000-08:00

I love you seester

like a lot

Best Movie Ever!/Happy Birthday Joycen!/Moonlight Madness

2008-11-22T22:47:00.000-08:00

Me, Mom, Kristin, Ann and Vicki Lewellyn went to the midnight showing of Twilight on Thursday. And I still cannot get over what a good movie it was. I was on the edge of my seat either being lovestruck or excited the entire time. I plan to see it numerous more times and I cannot wait until it comes out on DVD. If you haven't seen it-I 100% recommend it.

Me and Mom, in our matching sweatsuits,about to go

Brent, thinking we are totally lame for going-this is his "totally lame" face
Mom, Me, Ann, Kristin and Vicki

Yesterday was Joyce's 20th Birthday! As tradition, we went to dinner really late at night at Chili's. Happy Birthday!Joyce, Jess and Me

Tonight was Moonlight Madness at my job-where we are supposed to dress up like Christmas and we are open to Midnight. It was a very long day but it was also a lot of fun.

The morning crew before the first shift

Esh, Me and T <3

Happy Birthday Esha!

2008-11-17T22:34:00.000-08:00

Elysha, Teneil and Me celebrating Elysha's 22nd Birthday

We have this weird tradition where if two of the three of us go shopping-you have to buy something weird/ugly for the absent person. I am so lucky that my best friends found this prize at Old Navy for $2.50! Don't you wish you had friends as great as mine?

Miss 'Em

2008-11-12T21:40:00.000-08:00

Grandma and Grandpa Kirkham are in Africa right now and I miss them so much. Hope they're doing well.

Happy Anniversary Tyler and Ann!

2008-11-09T14:51:00.000-08:00

What was I Thinking?!

2008-11-05T12:04:00.000-08:00

Like I don't already have enough on my plate! Along with going to school over full time with a chemistry class that is kicking my butt!, working a part time job at Archibald's in their busiest season and trying to spend time with loved ones, I guess somewhere in the mix of things it sounded like a good idea to get ANOTHER part time job at Hollister. O well, it's like 6-10 hours a week (if that) and I get pretty good deals (not as good as I thought I would get) for Christmas. So I can help you out:)

You Jump on That Bandwagon!

2008-11-04T20:38:00.000-08:00

As Election day draws near an end I would just like to get on and say a few words about our former President, George Bush. Despite what anyone else may say, I believe that George W. Bush is a great man and was a great President. I stand behind any decision he made, whether wrong or right. All those that hate Bush so much must have forgotten that he is human; Yes, he has made mistakes, but who hasn't? I can't wait to see how fast it takes for everyone to turn on their beloved Obama when things don't suddenly turn around as they think it will. Also, I would just like to wish our new President the best of luck, because he is going to need it with how high of a pedestal he's been put on-it's going to be a long fall.

Happy Halloween!

2008-11-02T20:00:00.000-08:00

This year is just flying by! Can you believe that October has already come and gone? Nuts! As a tradition for Halloween, me and my friends went to dinner and a scary movie. These girls are my best friends from high school and though we only see each other every so often because we all scattered in different directions, we always have a great time! We missed you Madi and Kenz!

Allee and Bolt!

You can't even tell Joyce is in that scene setter!

I know you can't tell who Jessica is kicking in the face but that is Corbin Bleu (I Loathe HSM)

Morg being upset that I made her be in a picture

That's me-putting the mack on someone wearing John Kramer's face:)

It looks packed huh? haha

Pumpkins! Pumpkins! Pumpkins!

2008-10-31T16:50:00.001-07:00

Me and Elysha decided about a month ago that we were going to carve pumpkins for Halloween. So we did it and it was such a blast.

Splendid Surprise

2008-10-31T16:41:00.000-07:00

The past couple of days have been really hard and long for me. Last night I came home from 9 hours at school and walked into this wonderful sight on my bed-Thanks Tre!

Where would you rather spend Christmas?

2008-10-28T14:42:00.000-07:00

OR

?

Apparently, it's a toss up.

One WiLd weekend

2008-10-26T17:16:00.001-07:00

On Friday I woke up, showered and then got ready for the longest weekend of my life. First, Mom and I went to lunch at Cafe Rio and then we headed up to the U set up a giant cauldron for the Black Pumpkin Affair (a Crimson Nights Halloween party). After that, I went to Chemistry and then headed straight to work from there. This weekend was Witches' Night Out where I work. What that is is a bunch of crazy ladies come in dressed in all sorts of witch costumes and wait 3 long hours to be seated. Needless to say, it is absolute madness! I worked from 330 until 12 then drove back to school to help with the party. After that was over (at 2 AM!) we cleaned up the mess and then went to Village Inn for breakfast. We were there until 5 in the morning and then I drove home. Brent couldn't believe it when I was still in bed at 2pm (but, hey! that's less than nine hours of sleep). I woke up- got decked out in my witch's costume again and headed off for another fun-filled night at Archie's. I worked from 330 and didn't get home until 3. I am glad it's Sunday so I can spend the day recuperating.

Me and Dirty

Me, Ash and Ric at Village Inn at 4am

Tom, Rob, Erica, Me, Alison, and Peter

Hot Cocoa tasted so good that early in the morning

Called to Serve

2008-10-21T17:43:00.001-07:00

One of my very best friends from high school, Tyler Shaw has been called to serve in the Albuquerque, New Mexico mission and he leaves for the MTC tomorrow. While I am deeply saddened by his soon-to-be absence, I am also very excited for him and the people that he will be working with. Tyler has worked extra hard to be able to serve his mission and this is just his pay off. I love you Tyler and you'll be in my prayers always! p.s. You had better write!

Tre, Me, Nuthaniel, Tyler, Teddy, Jessica and Allee

We went to a Haunted House as our last outing before Ty left

Tyler being his weird self- we were looking for him and found him in Nut's tub. :)

Nut, Me, Trevor, Allee and Tyler

Tyler wanted to leap over me and Allee, I don't know why but the boys loved it

Apparently, Tyler likes to hide/dwell in weird places

How Time Has Flown...

2008-10-11T21:10:00.000-07:00

Some of you may have noticed that I haven't written a single thing on this pathetic blog since the first day of school. Well, this is because I haven't had one spare moment to do so (dang that chemistry class!) However, a lot of stuff has been going on and since it is officially fall break (!) I can sit down and catch up on the events that have happened.

A few weekends ago Brent and a few of his friends (Jake, Lynn, Jesse, Lauren and Liz) all drove down to Las Vegas just to get away. We were all surprised at this, because for Brent's whole life he couldn't sit in the car for over an hour without going insane, but he made it, and they had a good time. While they were there they swam a lot, because the house they rented had a pool and a lazy river and they also went and saw the body exhibition. Brent said that he had a good time, but next time he's going to fly on Jetblue and have his friends pick him up at the airport :)

This year at school, I am still doing UPC but am now on the Crimson Nights board. If you don't know what that is, it is a group that does large-scale programming for events on campus. We plan 3 huge parties per semester intended for groups between 7-10 thousand people. Brent and his friends usually come up and hang out with me, but he was in Vegas this time. Although it was a long day, I still had a lot of fun!

At one o'clock in the morning we all decided that we needed a shoulder rub. So we started a massage train. This is some kid idk, Heather, Kyle, Me, Steven and Erica. (Mom said, "Who's the short guy?" and I said, "You mean the guy on his knees?")

LB, Kim, Me, Shaun, Tre and Jace.
-All the guys from the Bball team-

I've always been a huge fan of the television show So You Think You Can Dance but I never knew how much I loved it until me and my high school friends went and saw them in tour. Morgan had gotten us a suite for half price and we had such a great time! We've decided to splurge next year and get front row spots, because we know someone who can reserve them for us. I am so in love with Twitch!
The whole crew in the elevator (left) Kenzie, Me, Joyce and Al in our $60 (!) hoodies we bought doing the IV REAL sign the dancers always did this season (below)

Sadly last week, my younger cousin Ally was diagnosed with Cystic Fibrosis. It is a disease that is genetic and runs in our family; my other cousin Simon also has it. As of yet, there is no cure for this disease, but a lot of work is being done in the search for it. Mom and I went up to visit her and she is such a cute girl. She is so smart and aware of everything around her. She is in our prayers. We love you, Ally.

Olivia, Me and Ally at Eric's wedding 08.02.08

The 9th was Brandon's 27th (holy cow!) birthday. The family got together to celebrate on Friday, and I heard it was a good time. Sad! I had to HEAR about it, but this is the busiest season at my job, and I had work until 1030. When I got home me, Mom and Brandon played Scene It on the xBox a couple of times. Happy Birthday Brovver!

Happy Birthday!! October 12th was Tre's birthday. I don't know where time went, but he is 20 years old!

My best friend Teneil's son, Jayce, was baptized this month and he wanted me to go because I am his "girlfriend". I was so happy to see him making good decisions and deciding, all on his own, to be baptized a member of the church. Teneil has THE cutest kids, and since I have no nieces or nephews- I'll adopt them!

^ This is Me and Mehki. He is so handsome.

This is Wyatt (Emily's son) & the man of the hour, Jayce (nice muscles)

I'll try to post again before Christmas! :) Just Kidding (but seriously)

End of Summer Recap

2008-08-25T15:05:00.000-07:00

Today was my first day of school, and it was a very interesting day. I went to my Chemistry lecture with about 400 other students and the teacher begins going over the syllabus. He begins reading his policy on conduct. It states that any student who acts rudely i.e. reading newspapers, cell phone ringing, come in late, etc. will be docked 2% on their final grade for each offense. Then he says "You may be thinking that there's no way I could remember the student who did such things, but I have a photographic memory and I have a picture roster of all my students." Then a minute later he says that he doesn't just talk, that he will ask questions. Right then he looks at me and says, "Rachel Sellers was is the density of water?" My mouth just dropped and he says, "Everyone, give her a minute she's a little shocked". It was nuts! Out of 400 students of course he would pick on me!

That being said, I decided that Summer is officially over, as sad as that may be. I wanted to give a recap of what an excellent Summer I had.

Tre and I went to visit his family in California

Mom, the King and I on the way to Viva Las Vegas!

Me and Elysha at Hogle Zoo- I hadn't been there since Kindergarten

Grandma, Grandpa, Dad, Mom, Brent and I went and surprised Uncle Steve on his 70th Birthday in Pasadena, California

Uncle Steve and Aunt Arlene with his Alma Mater: USC's band

Me- Lassoin' Grandpa in for a dance

Me + Brent = 2 cool 4 school

Dad and Mom- slow dancing <3

We all went boating with Mary, Randy + Kids for the 4th of July

I spent 3 days in Park City with 6 of my best friends

I got to see a lot of old friends at Jessica's baby shower

Me and all my friends got season passes to Raging Waters
and spent a lot of time there

We got to wear casual clothes to work for 3 weeks for Beach Party 2008

We had a huge water balloon fight at our company picnic- Teneil even (attempted) to throw a bucket of water on the owner, Joe. He got her back 10-fold

For the company picnic, there was a pie-baking contest. I decided to make this prize winning pie. The ingredients included: berries, watermelon, sunflower seeds, ginger, 1 tortilla, frozen corn, animal crackers, jalapeno mustard, grapes, whip cream, mandarin oranges and almonds. (if you want the exact recipe-just email me) :)

I got to spend time with my cousins, whom I don't get to see very often at Uncle Eric's wedding reception

Lastly, Mom and Me went to San Diego for the day for a trip to the beach before it was time to get back to the grind.

It's been fun, but it is time to get back to work, study hard and get good grades.

Happy Anniversary, Brandon & Kristin!

2008-08-25T08:41:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday, Brenter!

2008-08-22T22:00:00.000-07:00

Because Tyler works the graveyard shift we have to postpone birthday celebrations until the weekend when the whole family can be there.

Brent's turned 22 on Wednesday and we celebrated by going to watch Brandon and Brent's rec basketball game-which turned out to be pretty crazy. They were losing by twenty with a minute left and then Brent yelled "Dunk it Jason" and so Jason did. Well apparently that is against the rules so Brent stood up and said "OH! It's illegal to dunk a basketball in a basketball game?!" and the fat lady score keeper turns the scoreboard off and said "This game is over" and when Brent asked why she said "Because you aren't going to talk to me like that". Then Brent continued to "talk to her like that" so she said that he was forever banned from the rec center. Well being as competitive and defensive as we are about our family, Dad, Brandon, Mom and I were all yelling (well... maybe not Dad) and this little asian guy comes over and is telling Brandon that he can't even take his shoes off and that he needs to get out NOW then Dolan (a 6'10'', 300 lbs guy) goes to the little asian guy and says "Just let him take his shoes off" and as he's slowly backing away the asian says "You don't scare me, I don't care how big you are". The whole thing was a riot.

Today we celebrated by playing Cranium, eating cake and opening gifts. We got some pretty good pictures from the game. See if you can figure out the answers...

Question 1. Clue: Place

Question 2. Clue: An Expression

Question 3: Brandon and Tyler were on a team and couldn't stop crying after
they got this question wrong. See how you do!

Which one of these astrological signs is NOT a water sign:
a. Scorpio
b. Cancer
c. Aquarius
d. Pisces

Question 4:

Answers:
1) Old Faithful
2) A bull in a china shop
3) C. Aquarius
(you would think that one would definitly be a water sign)
4) A bug zapper

Brent showing off his seaons of Seinfeld... and his muscles

He had to make sure that NO cake went to waste

..Last Summer Vacation..

2008-08-22T17:07:00.000-07:00

I've been whining to go to the beach since the beginning of the Summer, but both times I went to California, it wasn't possible. So Mom and I decided to get work off on Thursday and go down to San Diego. We left Utah around 10:30 and arrived in San Diego around noon. We had originally decided to take a cab to Sunset Beach, but when we saw it was over $2.60 per mile, plans quickly changed. We talked to the people at the information desk inside the airport and they told us to take a 5 minute bus to the ferry, take a 15 minute ferry ride then we could either take a shuttle or walk to the beach. We decided to walk and spent a lot of time looking at cool plants and house prices. We both had thought that it would be just a couple blocks to the beach but it was more like three miles! But when we got there- it was totally worth it!

While we were wading out in the water, one wave came in and some how Mom got charlie horses in both calves. She sat down and couldn't get up. I yelled "Mom you better get up!" while yanking on her arm. She told me she couldn't so i said "Okay you better shut your mouth and plug your nose." At that moment, a wave came and knocked her on her back and she got a mouth full of salty, gold-flecky water. I couldn 't stop laughing.

It was a great time and the entire trip (including airport parking) cost us exactly $30. It makes you wonder, "Why the heck don't we do this more often?!"

We are TOO Gangster

On the Ferry

We are so excited because Mom brought Scotch Kisses from See's

Look at this cool flower! We took this picture for Grandpa Steve. It looks like the flower at the beginning of movies for THX.

We also found a house for you- Brandon & Kristin. Great Location! Plus the Price has been lowered; check it out!! (You'll probably have to double click it to enlarge)

At the end of the day I was as tired as this little girl
getting dragged by her mom at the airport.

The Wedding Was Years Ago, The Celebration Continues To This Day

2008-08-17T09:46:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was Mom and Dad's 28th Wedding Anniversary! In a world such as it is today, where people get divorced over who ate the last pizza pocket, that is quite a feat. I know things haven't always been easy for them, but they fought through it together and came out on top.

As a very privileged daughter, I just want to express my gratitude for all that they've done to give my brothers and I everything we always wanted. We've never had to go without and it is because my parents have always strived to be the best parents possible. And I can say, maybe with a little bias, that they have succeeded.

Family is the most important thing in this world, and I am so happy that mine is so close. The best times we have, is when we're all together. This is because we are not only family, but also best friends. They are the first people I come to when I have any problem; the only people I can rely on 100% of the time.

I am grateful that I was raised in the Gospel so that from the time i could talk, I could understand that I never had to face any trials alone. I know that being raised LDS is easier than not being. People outside the Church may think the opposite because of all of our "rules" but I have learned that those rules are there to create happiness, not to stand in the way of it.

Whenever I tell someone how long my parents have been married or how young they were when they wed, people are always surprised that they are still married today, or that they got married because they wanted to, not because they "had to". That's because it's just unheard of these days, which once again, makes me proud to be different.

I know everyone always says this, but I truly have the best parents in the world, at least for me and my brothers and sisters-in-law. I am proud of them on this day for their great example to me of what marriage should be like. I love you Mom and Dad!

Families are like Fudge-Mostly Sweet with a Few Nuts

2008-08-10T23:37:00.000-07:00

I felt the need to write today because earlier I had been scanning pictures of Molly for the memorial video Kristin is making for Friday's funeral, and I have been upset for the rest of the night. I have been trying to write in a journal every day, but since Friday have not been able to bring myself to do it, because then it would be real. No one wants it to be real. But tragedy did strike and we all lost someone very dear to us.

Our two families-the Robbins' and Sellers'- have always been like 1 big family. No matter how much time passes without seeing each other, the feelings are still there. Which is why their family's tragedy has effected us so deeply.

Even in such a wicked world, it was apparent that Molly was a righteous woman. You can see it in the five children that she raised (pretty much single-handedly). She has lead them by example and turned them into the wonderful people they are today. I know I speak on behalf of my family, my ward and my neighborhood when I say that we are all blessed to know them and to have known her.

Molly was a wonderful mother and person. She was kind to all those she met and loved all that she knew, and in return she is loved by many. She was sent to this earth to touch many lives and it evident that she has done so by how many people are in mourning over her death.

Molly's future may have been violently taken away from her, but no one can take away all the yesterdays and all the memories. As long as there is love for her in our hearts, she is never too far away.

A lesson that we can all take away from this is that death often comes as an intruder; a surprise. We never know when a loved one will be lost. Knowing this, we need to fight less and love more. Don't waste energy on pointless arguments-savor the moments we have together, and then when death must come there will be no regrets.

"There is the ever-present expectancy of death, but in reality there is no
death—no permanent parting. Death is not the end."
-Ezra Taft Benson
August Ensign 1991

An account has been set up in Molly's name at Cyprus Credit Union to help her children pay for funeral expenses.

Happy Birthday Shmo!

2008-07-26T20:25:00.001-07:00

Happy Pioneer Day!

2008-07-26T19:53:00.000-07:00

Being the non-traditional family we are, we didn't go to the parade or to the rodeo or any fairs. Instead we bought tickets to the iMax theatre to see the new Batman movie. It was amazing; we all loved it-especially on that huge screen. Then after the movie we all headed over to Crown Burger to eat. Later that night, Tré and I got on the roof to watch some fireworks. I have to say, for someone who loves fireworks-i was disappointed. It wasn't as good as being there. As always, it was fun being with family!

Mom & Dad

Brandon, Kristin, Hilary and Brent.
Brent is making the Bat signal with his hands.

Brandon, who decided mixing the Salt & Pepper
at Crown Burger, was a good idea.

On the Roof

..Ouch! Charlie that REALLY hurt..

2008-07-18T21:00:00.000-07:00

I have six best friends from dancing in high school: Allee, Jessica, Madi, Morgan, Joyce and Kenzie. Well since Morgan and Madi are going away for college in August, I decided that we needed to do something big this summer. We all rented a new townhome in Park City, Utah for three days. Although it was expensive, it was something that I'll never forget! We had the best time reminiscing, dancing and just being friends. Our house was beautiful; it had huge plasma screen TVs in every room, three levels and California king-sized beds for all of us.

The first night there we unloaded our bags and went down to main street and went to Mainstreet Pizza and Noodle we ordered two pizzas and after we were done eating our pizza and sat there for twenty-five more minutes- Jessica, Joyce and Morg still had not recieved their CHEESE pizza. It's a cheese pizza; you just put cheese and sauce on dough, what could possibly be taking so long?? So as impatient as we were, we gradually kept stacking things to put our number on so the workers would see that we still hadn't been served-our efforts went unnoticed. So finally after they'd been served (45 minutes after we had walked in) the manager gave their money back. Then that night, we went home and played Rockband (sans Madi-see video), hot-tubbed and then talked until 4 in the morning.

Day two- we woke up at noon and got ready and went to lunch and shopping at the outlet mall. 6 hours later we returned home with Coldstone ice cream for dinner and watched our favorite show: So You Think You Can Dance. After we wanted to watch a scary movie, but couldn't because Jessica is a baby. So as we were watching some other movie Jessica had to go the bathroom. So i decided we should all scatter and hide in this huge house before she came back, but only Madi, Kenzie and I thought it was a good idea so we squeezed underneath my bed. About and hour (literally) later Allee came upstairs to grab something and Kenzie started laughing and I said "Kenzie, we DID NOT spend an hour under here just for you to blow it". So Allee promised she'd keep quiet, which is not something she is good at, so I knew we had to move, Kenzie and Madi had a great idea-to hide in the linen closet. we stuffed ourselves in those tiny shelves for twenty minutes, until Allee found us (because Jessica was pouting in her bed because she didn't want to get scared).

Day 3- we had to be cleaned up and out by 10am so we got up and left and went down to ride the Alpine Slide and Alpine Coaster. The Alpine Slide was fun, but nothing compared to the Alpine Coaster. We went and made friends with the guys running it and they let us go a second time ($20 each value)! We were sad to leave, but decided we would do it every summer, no matter how far away school and other activities take us away from each other.

The view from our deck *beautiful*

Our sky-high tower trying to catch our server's attentionHappy with pizza...and money
Pay close attention to Madi dancing (she smacks her head on her own knee) she had such a headache afterwards, that she didn't want to do anything else.

Madi, Me and Kenzie waiting to scare someone under the bed
Maybe we should've stayed underneath the bed..Me and Madi before the Alpine Coaster
(with our friend who let us ride twice)

We bought best friend rings that say "dare",
"double dare" or "triple dare"

Congratulations Eric and Jen!

2008-07-17T15:48:00.000-07:00

Uncle Eric and Jennifer got married on July 3rd and we (Grandpa, Mom and I) met them at the court house for their small ceremony.
It was hilarious when the judge, who was named Antigone, walked in and she looked younger than I did. But getting back to the posting-after the ceremony we went and had dinner at Pei Wei. It was just a laid-back (kind of like the couple) wedding.

Grandpa was worried about being under-dressed because he was coming straight from work, but I think he felt better once he saw Eric in shorts and sandals.

It was nice to see them start their lives together and to welcome Jennifer into our family!

Boy! Quite the Weekend.

2008-07-06T22:35:00.000-07:00

This was the best 4th of July weekend that I can ever remember. It all started with the Magna Parade on Friday. I ran for Miss Magna last June and won 1st Attendant and for some reason they decided not to have the pageant again until August (don't ask?) so they asked if we would do the parade again this year. That's a picture of Me and Ash-a good friend from drill team.

Then after the parade, we drove to Utah Lake to meet Uncle Randy, Aunt Mary and our fabulous cousins. Uncle owns S.S. Marine so he gets to take the boats out and we loved tagging along! We got there at two and left at eight (I thought it was like four when we got done-I guess time really DOES fly when you're having fun). I fell in love with tubing when Steven took me and Nikki out for a "ride" -more like a beating:). Then Erica and I went out with Uncle driving, wow! that was insane. (I need the video Becca) Then we were treated to dinner at my new might-be favorite restaurant: the Cheesecake Factory. It was delicious.

We also spent all of Saturday together-we could never get sick of them! We really need to see each other more often; those two days just flew. Thanks guys for all the fun!

If you can't beat 'em, join 'em!

2008-07-06T22:29:00.000-07:00

So instead of relying on seeing our (Mom, Dad, Brent and Me) pictures on others' blogs, we decided to start our own and show you what we've been up to.